It's 6.15am now. Just finish my morning prayer. Woke up around 4.40am for sahur. After that, I memorize and re-write the niat for puasa last-minute.. heheh. Bila ditulis balik, baru aku sedar the advantage of learning bahasa arab nahu. Dah abis memorize je, aku gi online. khekhe..pagi-pagi buta dah online sey aku. Ade jugak satu orang ni online...Cik Leha, my sister friend's mum.  Gerek sey chat ngan dier..cam aku chat dgn org lingkungan umur aku. hehe..

Time aku tgh chat, aku ditimpa sakit perut. Aduh..ni mesti nasi goreng pedas dan minuman coke aku ambek sahur tadi. Haha..

Bulan Ramadhan cam ni, mesti nak jage-jage. Takut kalau tgk maksiat kat tv tau kat kluar je..abis lah. Then, tak mok maki-maki. Bla bla bla...*penting*.

Semalaman, aku tido kul 1 pagi lebih. Aku tgh tunggu Aman call. Alermak..geram sey aku..tak dgr bunyi telipon berdering pun. Tak pe..tak pe..sabar je lah roh..

Ystd history cam tak de org sudi mendengar ape cikgu ajar. Cian aku tgk mrs ong, dier dah stress-up, raising her voice supaya kiter leh pay attention. Tapi, cute jugak tgk dier marah..pasti buat semua org ketawa.

Maths lesson, Wei Kiong tak datang. Ms Lee take over. Ramai yang tak beri sepenuh perhatian..bising sey kelas. Aku, Fatt, Yana dan Priya..kiter 4 selenger ni dodok depan-depan...biasalah..semangat maths! Dah lah tu..maths penting tuk masuk engineering courses. Kalau aku fail, aisyeh...hancur...hancur

After that, bio lesson. Mrs Kumar tgk cam garang tapi lesson nye gerek!! Ade quiz, group work dan mcm-mcm that are really interesting. Aku dah tertarik dengan cara dia mengajar. Sambil bermain, kita dapat mengitip ilmu. Bagus tu..

Lepas recess, got malay lesson. Kelas bahase melayu biasanyer time tuk kiter relax..coz kiter uat keje in groups. Aku terperanjat biler aku nampak Harith ader small tatoo kat wrist dier. I think he paid $80 just for it. Tapi kan, tatoo nyer nmpk scars je coz he said he's trying to get rid of it. Ler..cam mana sey..kan dah permenant. Ish..saper suruh tak pikir dulu..

Cikgu Noor tegaskan kiter ttg betapa sukarnya nk macok Poly skrg coz it's a popular choice. Dia ckp susah nak pass O level. Tapi kalo kiter berusaha..tak jadi mustahil. Aku nampak wajah cikgu yang sentiasa jernih menjadi pilu. Dier tul tul risau. Dier suruh kiter set target for O level..

English: C5- Ish..eng semakin susah sey. Tahap nyer lagik tinggi drpd N. So, aku nak kena bersungguh-sungguh tuk pass eng ni..

Malay: A1 -heheh..sudah tentu..

E.Maths: B3-die!die! Must pass..

Combined Science (bio/chem): B3- subjek ni aku leh tahan ar..

Combined Human (SS/Hist): B3- komen sama cam kat atas tu..

Design and Technology: A1- heheh...sudah tentu.. Favourite pe.

So, total 16 pts..Insyallah.. Tak janji tau..khekehkeheke

Lesson yang terakhir, bahasa Inggeris. Senyap sey kat kelas. Tapi bkn bermakna the students are paying attention...ader yg day-dreaming lah, ader yang membuai mimpi lah, ader yang lay heads on the table dan ader yang rancak bebual cam aku, Siang Ling dan Eldrin.

Aku tgk bdk Siang Liang ni tak bongkak seperti org-org tertentu. Aku puji dier, "Wah..you get first in level.. 86% somemore, you so clever sey,"

Siang Ling, "No lah. Im not. You just put in more effort and study hard," Then she smiled.

Aku tanyer cam mana dier blajar. She studied at 5pm-7pm.. then 8pm-11pm. Fuhyoo! Terperanjat sey aku..everyday plak tu! Rajin nyer budak ni. Kalo aku..heheh...yang terbanyak aku boleh luangkan masa tuk belajar hanya 5hrs. Com dulu..then TV..lepas tu baru homework..ader masa, self-study.  Khekhekhe..bab tu aku tak berjaya sgt ar.. Nak mesti blaja dari Siang Ling ni. Mudah-mudahan aku dapat jadi cam dier pada satu hari nanti *jgn mimpi lah, roh!* Insyallah... :)

Mrs soh go thru english powerpoint on exposition cepat sgt sey. Dah lah tu cikgu tak kasi notes. So, me and Siang Ling gi copy ar. Maklumlah English kiter is the weakest subject. Kiter felt like attenting a lecture rather then normal sch less on. Copy powerpoint slide cepat-cepat. "You copy the first two, I copy the last two," kalo nk ringankan beban cikit, kenalah saling bantu-membantu..heheh. Biler aku tgk around the class, tak de org yang copy. Nampaknyer kiter je lah bdk selenger yang semangat buat salinan. LOL..

We really can't wait for her lesson to be over coz it's the last lesson of the day. 10 more mins to kill- tgk jam. So, kiter bebual sal religion kiterorg ar. Aku tak tau plak Siang Ling chi-christian..and Eldrin free-taker. Okay jugak dgr-dgr sal religion masing-masing... Gerek jugak bebual ngan dorang.

Bila dah bell ring je. Aku check hp aku. Ader 2 missed call-home and satu number ni aku tak kenal sgt. I called that number. Rupe-rupenyer, tuan kedai melayu kat lot one call aku. Dia nk interview aku either ystd or Sunday. Mesti Ahad lah..coz ystd nite dier tak call aku for interview pun. Aku tul harap aku dpt keje kat sana..hope for the best!

That's all.. bubbyez..

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the sec 5 bridging classes was okay. Yeah! Wei Kiong teach us maths..! i like the way he teaches us...not so boring as ms lee. Can bully him too..hehe. Mrs kumar teach us science...but she havent start the lesson yet.. She look fierce but most of her previous students say the way she teach very fun but strict lah..

Mrs ong, the cute lil teacher still teaches us Humanities. I love her! Muacks! She rocks! The english teacher, Mrs Soh very boring leh.. I prefer Mrs Tan. Mrs tan, come back please...im bored to death listening to this teacher!! Malay lesson was interesting. We do group work while Mdm Noor on my favourite singer songs, Anuar Zain!! Tried to sing along but i was too busy with the mind-map. Hehe..

 Fazrin is the most annoying little creature i never met! Tak tentu pasal, gi tumbuk aku. Abeh aku tumbuk dier byk kali...lol! Ganas jugak ar aku ni. Wonder woman..=p Nizar plak lagi satu. Time aku tgh busy buat mind-map, dia gi kacau..kata nak tolong aku colourkan. Tapi, dia membebel byk je. Sampai naik darah aku dibuatnyer. Lalu, aku jerit kat dier kuat-kuat..beri amaran. Aiyah.. the malay guys in my class very irritating sey...

Balik rumah je, tukar baju..then kluar jumpe Yana and Nathiney kat west mall. Dorang dah carik keje kat sana sementara tunggu aku tapi tak dapat.. kebanyakkan nak cina and 18yo above. Then, kiter cadang gi carik kat Jurong Point. Yana dan Nathiney dah applied form kat satu kedai baju ni. Aku tak nak daftar coz org yg keje sana totally minah and pakaian dorang cam tak manis ar..

Yana pun applied at Jamu shop..a malay cosmestic shop. Aku pun nak join sekali tapi dia nak satu orang je. After that, kiter gi basement. Aku asked for a vacancy kat banquet tapi tak de. Aku nk tanyer kat gerai Kebab jugak..tapi bila nmpk mat-mat yg keje kat sana sengih kat kitaorg je, kite tak jadi tanyer. Saw a small malay shop that sells malay clothes lah..cam selendang, long skirt, baju lengan panjang...etc..etc..etc. Happy sey aku bila akak keje kat sana cakap ader vacancy. Jadi, aku fill up the form lah. Akak tu ckp she will call me. Pls..pls..pls.. i really love to work there. Akak ni alrite ar..very cool and frenly tapi..totally minah fairy..

We took train back to CCK mrt. Nathiney went home first. Aku ngan Yana gi carik keje kat Lot one kali ni. Yana dpt daftar kat satu temporary shop yg jual baju.. aku pulak daftar kat kedai melayu cam kat JP jugak ar. But kat lot one nyer kedai..must start work on december je. So, i just hope i will get a part-time job as soon as posibble. Hope they call me...

Lepas beli ubat untuk mak yana, kiter balik..dalam kol 7pm.

Aku tak sangka begitu sukar nk carik keje sey...penat giler.

Just came back from eating outside with Yana, Fatt, Ersyad and err...'the Prisoner' guy..at Sinaran at TecK Whye there. I don't really know Ersyad and the other guy..i forgot his name..he looks like a prisoner..skinhead!! hahaz! These guys are actually from my school but I never talked to them coz they are 4NT student.

Met Fatt at the bus-stop near Teck Whye CC at 6.15pm. Then, we walked to the Sinaran hawker centre. Along the way, we met Yana. We waited for few mins for the guys to come. We took damn long to order food. Firstly, we wanted to eat noodles but then changed our mind. We finally decide to eat nice and some dishes. Yummy! Got sweet and sour fish, dunnoe wat chicken and spicy kang kong. Felt so uncomfortable eating with the guys whom i rarely know.

The guys went home first. Me, fatt and yana took bus to Lot one. We take neoprints...quite fun but one of the pic spoilt lah.. gambar tak clear. Aiyohz! After that, we bought bubble tea at Sweetalk. Reminds me of how I bullied my dear. Haha! I teased him that he owned the shop coz he's a bloodie sweetalker and I owned Breadtalk..=p *tapi tak halal sey..lol*.

We had to climbed the escalator as it was spolit. I saw one indian lady struggle with her trolley to go up the escalator. I felt so pity for her..then i asked her if she need my help. She said yah.  I pulled the trolley up the escalator. We smiled.=D

My stomach is damn full once i reached home... Actually, today i suppose to sleepover at Rey's place tapi tak jadi coz i had to eat outside with my friends.. Sorry ar Rey.. aku menyusahkan kau je..

After 3 'long' days, i got contact with my dear again after kinda pissed off by him. I called his house as his hp kena cut. *y gerls always have to give in to guys? so sians* We chat for a while as he needs to go to school.

At school, I received the VIP and Singa awards as i had mention in my entry yesterday. Got a certificate for Singa and a medal for VIP. Aiyahs..useless lah. I not gonna used it anyway.. Stewpid lah.. our faces are shown on the screen each time they called our name. Ish..so embarrasing. Luckily no one comment on my ugly foto.. Some of them kena kutuk and some got woo..

I find that Muneera is very lucky to have Munir sey. I can c that Munir really cares a lot about Muneera..make sure she's alrite. How sweet.. But Muneera like dun appreciate it... hais.. biar je lah..

Tmr, dah start learning sec 5 syllabus from 9.30pm-3pm...which means we have no break after N level exams. How great.. *sarcastic*

K lah.... Chow babe! =p

it's 12.54am now.. ouch! my neck really hurts after reading someone's blog..all the entries. tapi bknlah baca dengan begitu ghairah. setakat kalau ada entries yang interesting, then i will read it dengan tekun. hehe.. Wonder y i so smgt reading someone's blog..all the entries? Shh...it's a secret.. =p..NAK BONGKAR RAHSIA! muahahaha.. kidding je lah..

hearing flop poppy song-teratai on windows player rite now... suara rock tapi lagu gerek. hehe. suppose to search for a part-time job wif yana and fatt tmr but yana ader hal.. so tmr batalkan je lah niat kiter... And..tmr i will be sleeping over at Rey's place! hehe..krewl.. my mom muka masam biler aku mintak izin. then me asal main buat keputusan sendiri.. "boleh je kan lah.." haha.. ANAK DERHAKA!

Sanggup nyer aku tido kat umah org at sengkang.. hahakz. Esok aku bertemu sua lagi ngan kucing nyer!! my darling!! lolx.. tak sabar nk tgk Manja..

A lah..esok cam malas nk gi ambek VIP dan Singa awards..karut lah. Lagipun, leceh benar. Lepas ambek VIP aku kena terus gi up the stage lagi tok ambek Singa..... aiyahs.

N level dah abis.. jadi, skrg, aku continue ngan hobi aku, iaitu..menulis cerpen and puisi. Melayu tak kan ilang babe! haha..giler sey aku.. Nak kena expand lagi my malay vocab kalau nk terbitkan novel pada suatu hari nanti..insyallah..

sigining out,

[WANNABE NOVELIST]

chow ching chow!

phew..! luckily i wasn't late for my last n level paper, which is design and technology. or else..i would be dead and all my hard work for the folio will all be wasted.

i didn't think i would be almost late for it. i came outta by house at 1.30pm. the paper starts at 2pm. i thought 30mins would be enough to make it to the examination venue. but the bus come really damn late.. for 10mins i waited. then, the journey took another 10mins.

reach cck mrt station at 1.50pm. i prayed that i would not be late for it. i walked as fast as i could to the mrt platform. argh! the mrt would arrived in 4mins. i panicked!

i ran to school once i stepped out of the mrt door. lolx..im sure the public would be thinking.. why this unity gerl running like mad. i thought that the examination venue is at the ava room, the usual place. i ran to the door....it was locked!

then, i ran to another examination venue, the music room. when i turned on the knob, i said..."eh..sorry..sorry..sorry.." and whenever i apologise, i will always salute to whoever it may concern. haha.. i dunnoe why i did that..it's a habit. i saw everyone had their papers on their table and the invigilator, ms shivali was giving out instruction.

every eyes in the music room were on me. i was searching for my seat. i walked rapidly left and right to find to index number on the table. where the heck is it? I kept saying, "oh no.. where's my number! where's my table!" i was sweating like mad...  then helmi said, "kau tgk tul tul lah.." "betul pe! mana dia!!" he ar.. made me more panicked.

then, one of the invigilator came towards me asking for my index number. "hmmx..it should be infront." then all the invigilator there help me to search for my table. argh! cheng chiang!!! he sat on my place!! "oh ya..sorry..sorry..hehe"

everyone laughed at him. lolx! i sat on my place and ms shivali gave the paper to me..she said, "it's alright..don't panick". yeah..she's cool. then, i realized i didnt bring my calculator in. "damn it! my calculator!" i wanted to take it from my bag but it was too late..the examination had started.  i couldn't really write properly..my hand suddenly feel 'hard'. i breathe in and out..inhale and exhale..till i calm down. finally, i feel okay..

the paper was okay-okay. erm..it's a lil bit tough but still an average paper. i kept raising up my hand to ask for more writing paper but the invigilator  couldn't see me as i sat right infront. "alermak..mana cikgu ni!" i said to myself. shamira and azhar who were sitting beside me, were looking at me. he laughed..."haha! cikgu tak nampak lah.."

then, i raised my hand again..this mind i wave slightly.. ahacks! finally, one of the invigilator came. "paper! paper!" i demand him. im running outta time.. i quickly write and sketch as fast as i could with my worst yet readable handwriting ever. "times up!" everyone had to stop writing and the invigilators were collecting the papers.

azhar was asking me for the answer of one of the question. i kept quiet. but he kept asking me, "lekas! ape ni..!ape ni..!" pointing at one of the question. so, in the end, i had to tell him the answer: odd-leg caliper.

he quickly wrote it down before teacher collect his paper. Cheater! But i didn't mind at all coz i know even he get right for that question, he not gonna make it next year...

Finally!! N levels are over!! Hurray! Proly tmr i, along with Yana and Fatt will be searching for jobs after the stewpid VIP awards.

Enjoy! Toddles..

great..received a NYP calender book..nice cover..but inside like shit ar..all the dates and days..useless! i thought it is a diary.. aiyahs.. i've been wanting to get the bag... and i got this calender book? argh. i've been taking part in NYP online contest every month.. yeah..hear that? every month..ahacks! semangat wannabe NYP student. =p my target is to get the first prize...muahahahha..

so yesterday, when to Skinhead's house..he just shifted. Wow! Nice sey.. i wished my house was like his. 5-room flat. KrewL... At first, my sis and i felt like a stranger there coz we are just his frens. Ermx..actually, to be specific, i've known him thru chatting..then become frens and secara tak langsung, my other frens knew him.

that Skinhead still haven't shave his hair. he look good when he is 'botak'.. haha.. i told him but he said make his hair like the afro. Aiyoh...make it more worse..dah lah skrg rambut dia cam pantat ayam..lolx!

my sis and i were thinking..kenape org dah start makan kalau blom start baca doa slamat. then, we asked him.. he said, dorang dah baca sebelum you datang.. aiyohs! y dun tell us earlier..my sis dah semangat bawak buku doa...

his family, aunties, uncles and cousins were great.. kecoh giler sey nk potong cake! The cake was to celebrate Skinhead and his twin sis belated bday.

Many of the ppl there thought me and my sis are twins.. *again!*. Hmmx..i dun think we look like twins..but y ppl kept saying that? Skinhead's cousin, Hakim, who studied the same sch and level as me was there too. I think he kinda shocked to c me.. haha! When Skinhead's sis asked us where do we met.... and i and him were like.. "erm..." and keep  quiet. haha....

By maghrib, we packed some food home and went out of the house. We didnt felt like stranger as we were expected..hehe..

toddles!

Yesterday, went to Sallim Mattar Mosque for religious class. Got new student in the first class, a thirty one year old man....errr.. he look like one bangla sey. Haha! So selekeh..the hair to messy.. Tak baik nyer aku...hehe.

Saw a gerl cum inside the mosque wearing tight jeans and t-shirt with her hair uncovered. Ustaz saw her when we were studying. Told my sis to tegur that gerl who was aldy in the toilet. Then, got one makcik tegur her once she came out...she actually want to solat but she shouldn't wore liddat.

Not many ppl turned up the second class, Arab Nahu. Got his one gerl i and my sis talked wif. She's juz pri  and her bro really look like Munir. Hehe.. except for the loss of teeth of course. =p Err..i forgor her name.. *short memory lost*

Ate gado-gado after they solat maghrib. Many of the makcik thought me and my sis are twins.. hmmx? Do we really look alike meh?

Bought gado-gado and coke for our family before we reached home...

~Typical Day~

today, my sis and i woke up early.. go to the mosque again. Ada doa tahlil..smth liddat ar..for the coming Ramadan.. After that, ader jemuan. The makcik there also asked us if we are twins.. *Again.. NO* One of the makcik asked us where do we live. I answered, "choa chu kang". Then, she said.."WAH...DEKATNYER" We were very shocked lah when she said 'dekatnyer'. Then, i told her.. "mana ader cik.. sembarang tambak pe"... "Gurau je lah".. haha! kelakar sey makcik tu, kiter ngat dia serious.. lorh..

The Ustaz there very hansem.. haha.. but married aldy. His wife came also, very cun.. bring along their daughters.. cute! Most of the food dah lesap habis bila kiter nk bungkus makanan. Coz many of the makcik..kiasu sgt.. bwk bungkusan berlambak! haha.. tension..tension..

We took the wrong bus from the mosque to Aljunied interchange again.. lol! Ystd also the same thing.. Blur lah we. The bus driver was very polite. He greets everyone 'gd morning' and say 'thank you' when the passenger alight. Should vote for him as the most courteous bus driver. When we dropped down, got two indo men.. must be construction workers lah.. greet us "assalamualaikum".. and laugh. Aiyohz! Mengatal lah tu.. yucks! yucks!

Later, im goin off to Skinhead's house.. ader doa slamat. Baru pindah umah katakan.... dekat je ngan umah aku.. so.. toddles!

Great…another entry error. Argh! I hate this. Whenever I wrote a lengthy entry, there always be an error and I cant publish it. KABOOM! All my entry are gone. To make it more worse, I didn’t save or copy the entry.. Argh! Looks like I have to kill time to write it all over again..

Yesterday was pretty fun until he lost my mood.. argh..what the heck.. or should I said it’s not him but it was her.. err..BITCH? Nah..nvm.. now, were was I? Oh ya..yesterday morning meet Fadzli at Yew Tee Macdonald’s… he wants me to teach him Maths. I forgot the methods of Simultaneous Equation aldy..and we were stuck at that question for so long..

Saw a guy wif cap and red t-shirt was staring at both of us. I tot it was a stranger because I didn’t wore my spec. Then, that guy approached us.. it was Derrick, our classmate! Hehe.. blur me. He was waiting for someone at Mac and he saw us.

Then, Yana came..she taught us how to tackled the equation.. Yeah…she’s pretty good at Maths..she’s improving and im..err..slacking away? Ah ha! I got it..finally! hehe.. but fadzli was still stuck and he decided to just read on.. (how can you study maths by just reading the answers? Hmmx..) Khairul also came minutes after that….with the class t-shirt. (Wonder y the guys like to wear class t-shirt..like got nth else to wear huh?)

We weren’t really studying..hehe.. most of the time, we chat and listening to radio. Fadzli was so hilarious.. crappz a lot ar he..we  can’t stopped laughing! I guess the world will be depressed without him. Then, I took a nap for a while. Straight after I woke up, I asked Fadzli to buy 25cents ice cream for me. Hehe… I love ice cream!

By 1.30pm, Fadzli and Khairul went for lunch at Yew Tee Foodcourt while Yana went for Geography N level. I, on the other hand, took mrt to meet Amira Aka Rey at Tamp mall. Many of my schoolmates always said, “Kau sanggupnyer pergi semberang tambak!” Haha..for me, it’s not that really far because im still in Singapore! Lolx..

Meet her at Tamp Mac wif her school frens. After following her friend, Siti, to the interchange, we don noe where else to go. We decided to go to Compass Point as what Siti suggested. We took bus there. In the bus, Amira changed her mind.. she wants to go back to Tamp Mall because she wants to take neoprint with me. In the first place, I don’t want to..but in the end, she begged and I pitied on her.. we ‘patah balik’ to Tamp Mall. Aiyoh..that 13-year-old gerl..leceh..leceh..=p

We took neocard…and it end up..ermx.. our body disappeared and only our heads were popping out because we both were wearing white! Haha..and the background was also white. Waste our money man! Not nice leh.. We decided to take another shot..but this time it is neoprint. Phew!! Luckily the background are not white. It was fun..we took 6 shots of which 4 will be print out. Outcome: Kerwl..nice sey..

I was damned hungry but I didn’t have money to eat.. hehe..all spent on the photos. Then, I asked Amira if I can eat at her house.. (hehe…tak tau malu!!!) She happily said yah. Cool!!! We took 2 buses to reached her place. In the bus, Aman smsed me, asking permission to meet his ex..errm..should I called, ‘The Bitch’? That really pissed me off man.. and he just spolit my mood with Amira..*How sweet..*. Questions after questions came flooding in my mind…”What does she want again??”

We went to minimart near her place to buy ingredients for spaghetti. Amira wants to cook it on that day! Hehe. When I saw her cute lil furry timid cat in the kitchen, my problems were all gone in a second. Haha… I went crazy..talking to the cat and dancing happily infront of the cat. Oh, by the way, no one was in the house expect me, Amira and the cat..hehe..that’s why I can do anything I like. Went siao-siao…

I was talking to Aman over the fone while Amira was busy wif her cooking. He thought I was crying over that coz there was a long silent…C’mon..why would I cried over that bitch? Waste my time man.. And he, argh… pissed me off by trying to make me feel guilty. How sweet.. *sarcastic* Actually, I wasn’t really paying attention to him because I was happily smiling and making funny faces at the cat.. hehe..  “Ok…bye, I got to go now..” Phew! Finally our conversation end…

I went to that cat and said, “How wonderful to be a cat…no problems and stress-free” Then, it looked up at me..staring. Haha! How cute… proly it understand how I feel. It’s so fun to have a cat..i used to have ‘thousands’ of them but because of complaints, my mom dun allowed us to keep it anymore.. sobx..sobx..

I helped Amira by cooking the hotdogs. Erm..i admit that im not a great future housewife when it comes to cooking. The hotdogs went were a lil bit burned..sorry Amira.. (make pity face..hehe) Her spaghetti was really delicious.. I take somemore. Kenny is very lucky to have her..=D. We were eating while watching “HI-5” wif the cat.. hehe..

After that, we wanted to play the internet..but somehow or rather it does not work. Amira was fed-up and “felt like crying” (yeah rite…). Haha. While I was relaxing in the study room sofa…and went zzz…asleep.  I decided to stay overnight at her house as tmr my exams starts in the afternoon. My mom allowed me..COOL! You rock mom! =D

When I woke up from my nap, I saw Amira was stuying with Britney’s music on so loud. Hmmx..i wonder how she can concentrate sey.. At 8pm, we watched Singapore Idol. Amira voted for David Yeo (update news: he got kick out!). She went to bed after that while I continued watching Indonesian drama, IKHLAS. At the same time, was reading a book on real-life stories, “REMAJA: SALAH SIAPA?” Interesting…   I don’t really understand the drama I was watching but because of the actor was damn charming.. watch it just to see him.. haha!

Went to bed at 10.15pm…yeah..too early for me! Few minutes later, her mom came back home from work. I guess she was pretty shocked to c a stranger in the house. Lolx.. dun worry..my mom knows about it.

Wake up early the next day. By 6am, we went out of the house and took a bus. In the bus, Amira keep pointing and telling me the cute guys in the bus.. (most of them were Chinese of course). To me, they are just plain humans..

Suppose to take two buses. But she missed the second bus and she was running outta time for her LIT exam. The more I tried to cool her down, the more she became panicked. We end up taking  taxi to her school. She was not late..got 5 mins to go. From there, I took a bus to Tamp interchange and mrt to cck. I was sleeping in the mrt…. As usual, I irritate the person who was sitting beside me. Sorry!

Once I reached home, I played the computer and then watched a malay vcd, “See You DI ITP”.. nice movie. Pelajarannya: Jangan kerja cinta, kerja cita-cita dulu. It’s about youths chasing for love instead of studies..and it end up, a fren being killed. Most of the actors in the movie are from nasyid group.. My third sis, fuhyoo! Menjiwangi cerita tu..

When I was walking to Yew Tee CC to meet Fatt and Yana, two minahs from my school were eating ‘air batu’. They kept staring at me and they tried to throw the ice towards me. SUCKERS!! I was so mad!! I turn behind and roll my eyes at them. Ni nyer perempuan pi jalan lah! Haha! But the funny thing is… they dun get the target, which was me. Poor aiming lah minah!

At the CC, Yana and Fatt were looking at the newspaper finding part-time job. I called one of the job they found in the classified. When I called them, they asked me if im Chinese-speaking. I reply no. “Sorry. We need Chinese only..bye!” Wah lau weh.. racist man! This is another bitch! Waste Yana’s money sey.. And got another one, when we called, an operator picked it up and told us about the job. Guess what? The job is to chat wif others thru the internet.. KEPALA OTAK! Ni mesti kerja tk senonoh… Eeeeewwww!

As we were walking to school along wif Farah, Mr Irfan car past us and he horn his car.. Action sey…bukan nk tumpang kiterorg..sombong benar!

Anyway, maths paper 2 was easy… I think I will get 25-30/40… can lah…. I just hope I can get b3-a1 for it.. -=WINKZ=-

Okies..that’s all..long entry huh? Sorry readers..bersabar je lah.. =p

malas nk update blog ystd... hehe. yg previous blog pun aku malas nk continue.. half-way done. now listening to CINTA KITA by Reza, an indonesian singer. Lagu ni pernah didendangkan dlm cerita "Dia"..indo drama. i find that indo songs are much better than m'sian songs. But of course not the typical disco or dangdut songs of indo.. yucks! not my taste. haha.

i reached skl at 7pm today. i was askin myself, "mana sey osgodby ngan munir? dorang selalu dtg cepat.. hmmx.." i sat alone in the cafeteria studying my chemistry.. ~last-min revision~. then haziq and khai came...they laughed at me. i wonder y...

i realized that the paper starts at 9.45am!!! argh... i tot it starts at usual time..8am. blurz me. kita tiga org selenger sey.. dtg awal..tk tgk exams timetable. nathiney and felicia came early too.. another sotongs like us. haha! but felicia went to eileen house after tat. while me, haziq, khai and nathiney went to Yew Tee Macdonalds' to eat breakfast.

it was Nathiney's bday today. She treat Khai milo drink and treat me half of my Hot Cake meal. Cool.. Pity Haziq, sebelum Nathiney nk blanja, dia dah beli meal dia. ish..ish.. Rezeki terlepas. =p They studied Chemistry there while I juz eat eat eat. haha..

By 9.05am we chow from there. I split my coffee on my unifrom coz i drank while walking.. *considered im stewpid* Saw osgodby, fazrin, shamira, jamilah and company in the cafeteria. Finally! They came. Ahacks!

We waited outside the exam venue. Saw Sum and Mun... they forgot today was Nathiney's bday. Chem paper was first. I finished it fast..within 45mins. To kill another half-an-hour, i place questions marks to the answers of the questions im not so sure of. Then, i count the total number of answer i am confident in. My aim: 40/50... or 39.. or 38. Not lower than that. As long as i can get A1...im happy. The paper was chicken tapi tk confident nk dpt over 40marks. Dayana kept tellin me that im happy coz i smile like mad after completing my chem paper. Hahaz.. yeah..coz i think i've can reached my target.

Malangnyer, lepas chem paper, got bio paper...ermx.. boleh dikatakan pretty ok-ok lah. Tapi... i guess i got in a range of 40-35. I have a feeling that i will got 36? or 37? Argh..not too sure. If i get lower than 38, im sure im gonna die!! *Cam betol je* Because i depend on my combined science for an A1. If i can't... habis..habis.. Dah lah humanities surely wont an A..i predict i will get B3 only. Cikit sey..

I rent 'SCHOOL OF ROCK' from Lot One. Watched it when i reached home. It was cool and very farnie.. haha! Esp the American-Japan boy who plays the keyboard.. blurz but cute character.

Yesterday Maths Paper One was easy sey.. Target: 50/60. Juz hope..

Went out wif my dear yesterday. Meet him at Tamp. He didnt go to sch..pemalas! Reason: Lecture je..tk de ape-ape. I wonder what Poly Lecture is all about...? U really mean it was Nothing? Hmmx..

On my destination in the mrt to Tamp, i was studying science plus smsing Helmi who was wif Cheng Jiang that time. They ajak me to group study wif them but i give excuses: TIRED. Tapi boleh kluar ngan bf sey aku.. hahaz.. jahat nyer kwn!

My legs were killing me...been waiting for him for 30mins. At first, i waited for him at Cheers for 15mins but i moved inside Mrt Station coz the passers-by kept looking at me and the temp was very humid. Eventually, after being patient for half-an-hour, he came.

We ate at KFC.. met some of his chinese gal frens. Then, went to Cash Converters and electrical store. We took mrt to Bouna Vista. In the mrt, got this one group of ITE mat gangster. Most of them are blacks.. Tul nyer ganas sey.. Dorang ckp ngan satu mat lain ni.. "Wat c c?" Abeh, mat ni diam je..

When the mrt stopped at Raffles Place, got 3 mats and a minah from TWPS. Wah..dari teck whye pergi ke Raffles tok merayap. They kept lookin at us. And i guess i know one of the mats...my primary skl fren... i think so lah.. im not so sure.  We talk and talk and talk sampai terlepas our station.. dah nk sampai Dover.

I stand at the door yg selalunya dibuka tapi kan kat Dover selalu the opposite site. Aku selenger sey.. Aku ngat pintu tu akan buka untuk kiter alight. He wanna hold my hand but i let it go. Then he tarik my hand and said, "Wrong door.." Hahakz! Malunyer.. aku diam je. The TWPS mats pun ketawa.. aku dgr dorang ckp, "Alamak.. malu nyer.." Paisey..paisey..

We change train at Dover and reached Bouna Vista. We walked to his werkplace. Saw Cuti, his indian workfren at Delifrance. I was having conversation wif her tapi tk paham sgt ape dia ckp. Cuti ckp cepat sgt and she's got indian-english accent which is hard to understand. Aku act ye-ye faham je ape dia katakan..sebenarnya aku tgh blurz. haha!

After sending him off to werk, i took bus home.. penat sey. Kul 2pm till 6.30pm i reached home. Balik umah je, chat ngan rey thru msn. Blajar science for 30mins then have an early sleep.

My dear cadang nk wear the same colour clothes for Hari Raya nanti. Then, i told my mom about this if she allows me to buy my own costume. My mom lagi boleh support sey... "Kalau tk de baju colour purple... beli kain nyer lepas tu pi kedai jahit." Ahacks! Sanggup nyer...

okies..tu je lah aku nk sampaikan.. maaf kalau entry ni panjang lebar.. Sabar je eh.. =p Chow!

today morning, i had n level eng paper 1...pretty easy. I choose question 4 for the free-writing. Its about childhood memories. I wrote it sweet and simple. *winkz* Paper 2 was okay-okay..can pass lah but not so high. i juz want to pass eng.. i dun care how high is it.

Hist was damn damn diff!!! argh..geramnyer! aku blajar chap 1-5 tapi chap 2 je come out. Pasal Germany plak...questions nyer kita tk pernah pun practise and no one spotted that Japan will come out as Eassy questions this year coz it had aldy came out for the past 2 years. Terperanjat sey bila aku tgk questionnyer. Then, the first part of China question plak..tk masuk akal. Wat the heck izzit??!!! Alermakz.. sakit hati sey. Semua org dah start membebel lepas the exam ended. Haha! Dorang pun mengamuk. But the SBQ was easy. No confidence of getting A1 for it.. argh...! I have to depend on my combined science now.. no choice... damn it

Tmr will be maths paper one.... wish me luck yah..

I went home wif sumita juz now. im still keeping the anger and suspicious inside me. Whatever it is, im gonna mixed wif them dan buat bodoh apa mereka akan memperkatakan. Saw my Mak Ngah werking kat KFC at Lot One..she gave me free mushroom burger ~wee..!~

I am a person wif short memory.. *can't deny it* and Extremely blurz. hehe.. I forget that ystd was our 1st month anniversary. *He remind me* A

aku sebenarnya dah tulis entry semlm tapi bila aku click 'publish', ada error. alamak! sakit hati sey.. Dah lah tu aku tulis panjang lebar..i spend an hour typing it out. so, today, i gonna make it briefly abt my past 2 days..

Friday

Yana, Fatt and i kena halau from entering our classroom as there were examinations goin on. We had to go to the LC to study. Saw all our classmates there too. Yana and i studied wif Fart and Drunkman. Otak fart dah cramped blajar history. He got the tempation to play the LC's computer but i warned him. Hehez~ tak jadi main com sebab Mr.Athony scold the students inside the room for playing to com without permit.

Mr. Anthony was shocked to c me wearing tudung to sch. "Wah! Rohaini! U look different..very pretty.. hehe" Hahakz! He alwayz called me Rohaini instead of Rohani. Aiyohz! He's one cute boncit old man wif gold teeth. *bersinar*

Saw Sumita and Muneera came inside the LC wearing home clothes. They are supposed to wear sch uniform. Haiya..dunno wat's wrong wif them. Asyik nk ikut rasa hati dorang je. They dun layan me...they sat far away from our table. Jijik ke aku ni?

After completing my chem paper, i go to them and say hi. Felt so uncomfortable as i aldy know what they were talking behind my back. Muneera invite me to her bro bday party tmr but i cant go coz i have religious class tmr. Then, i left the place. It's not like the usual atmosphere

After asking tchers last-min questions, yana, fatt and i went home @ 1pm.

Then, i went out wif my sis to Paya Lebar at 3.30pm. We solat asar at Wak Tanjong. Felt uncomfortable when there's a man in bilik solat wanita, tgh pasang langsir. Mana leh tgk kita sey..

We ate at Macdonald's. Go to Tanjong Katong Complex. My sis bought religious bks at Tokoh Warisan in Joo Chiat Complex while i bought selendang. Then, solat Maghirb at Convention Centre. Sesat sey kitaorg.. tk tau mana tmpt ambek wuduk. So, we had to do it at the toilet. Bila kluar je, nmpk ada curtain ni utk wuduk wanita.. Aisyeh.

Lepas tu, kita gi 'Budget' store. Saw this long skirt...nice sey but too bad, we had to money..cost $25. Suddenly i remember my mom said that she goin to buy me a pant suit which cost $3 more. I called her not to buy that for me..sebab dah tergila ngan skirt tu. hehe..

Bila dah beli. I feel so satisfied! Haha.. "Finally, it's mine!!"

Reached home at abt 10.30pm. Damn tired sey.. but still got mood to talk to my dearie on the fone..hehe.. Woke up 7am..sleep at 12.30am..

Saturday

I skipped my first religious class as i had grp study wif yana at JEast Lib. She came late at cck.. i had to wait half-an-hour for her. My dear cum along too.. we met him at JEast mrt station. Then, we ate at Long John Sliver.

Saw a huge crowd outside the JEast lib. They were waiting it to open at noon. I thought it open at 11am... So, we had to wait for 15mins which means we joined the crowd too. hehe.. When the door opens, the crowd rushing in.. aiyohz... Singaporean.. so KIASU. hehe..

Saw this one small boy running thru the door. He didnt realized that there's another transparent glass infront of him. He was running happily thru it.. "BUMP!" he hit the glass damn hard. Aduh..sakit nya bila aku tgk. Bdk tu melalak...

We sat at one corner of the lib at the last level. Yana study English while i was practising Chem paper. My dear marked for me other sch's chem perlim paper which i did ystd. Got distinction for it.. 43/50. Hapi? Erm.. not so...kalau dpt 45 lagik happy. Hehekz

After 2 hours of studying, we dunno wat else to study.. haha...which means, FREE TIME! Yana talked to her mom on the fone while i and my dear were reading majalah MANJA which i brought. He ar..buat aku kembang sey. He sings malay songs to me. Aik! Senjak bila dia dah jadi jiwang ni? ahacks! I told him to shut up when a malay gerl beside us tgk kan kita je.

 At the last page of MANJA, there's about diff types of mats. I told him that he is MAT SMART but he doesnt agree. He said he's Mat Jiwang. Hahaks! because of that, we argued. stewpid rite..

To stop our arguement, we asked Yana. Yeah! She supports me! Hehekz..  

by 2pm, i send him off to the bus-stop. He had to go to work. Then, yana and i merayap at Jurong Point...window shopping while eating chocolate and drinking can drinks. We are killing time!

By 4pm.. i had to go to my religious class. On my journey in the mrt.. aku tertido. I kept hiting makcik kat sebelah aku. Hehe..i must be irritating!

Not many ppl came to class ystd. I think about 10 only. My sis came an hour late. We baca doa for bulan mulia before starting the lesson. Our lesson end late coz we all didnt realize dah masuk waktu maghrib. Bila azan berkumandang je, kitaorg kelam kabut ambek wuduk.

I and makcik ni tertinggal the first ruku. So we end up to be the last one to finish solat. Came out of the masjid at 7.40pm.... My sis and i went to LOT one to search for a sweater and buy food for the family.

Balik je, main computer..hehe.. Rey kept askin me how to do a blog coz she got fed-up wif the open diary. Sampai naik bingit dia nk buat blog.. HAHA.. kesian dia..ish..ish..

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Guess what? My house ader 2 computer and a laptop.. semua ader internet access. khakahkahkhakhak! Cam cyber cafe sey umah aku. Saper nk main computer, jgn malu malu dtg umah aku.. FREE-OF-CHARGE. chey..

okay lah..tat's all.. chow babe!

went to sch wif yana and fatt wearing home clothes. yeah.. we actually do not have lesson but we want to. an estimated 15 students must come on thurs and fri as usual wearing sch uniform, for example: sumita and muneera. they had to come coz ms lee called them. they argued wif ms lee this morning cause it is unfair to them as they only failed their maths..so they should  come for that lesson only, not for all periods. in the end, ms lee had to give in. hais..they always fight for their rights. i pity ms lee coz ni perintah our principles, not her.

we reached sch at abt 10am. asking tchers for papers and 2 clear doubts abt eng. then, munir, khai, helmi and acc came wearing home clothes too. we've planned to meet at wlds lib at 1pm for a grp study. munir and acc went off first while i and the gerls are having lunch at yew tee mac. save my money coz yana treat me a meal..hehe. felt a lil bit guilty as we ate infront of fatt who was fasting. we saw babu, hui ru and ridhwan aka 'aaron aziz' studying at mac too.

after that, we three went to causeway point. still got half-an-hour to kill. we walked around the mall... window shopping..for make-ups, clothes, hps and jewellery. it's pretty fun goin out wif them.. To tell u the truth, i rather went out wif yana and fatt than my own 'best frens' as they dun flirt although they are minahs. when i went out wif sumita and muneera, surely they will flirt, esp. muneera wif the westerners. aiyohz..

at 1pm sharp, osgodby came. the rest of the guys...btg hidung tk nmpk pun. i went to masjid An-Nur for solat zuhur. no one was in the solat wanita.. pretty eerie as the mosque was quite dark. yeah..this is the first tiem i stepped into masjid An-Nur. one hour later, i meet osgodby, yana, fatt, haziq, khai and danial at wlds lib...they were studying. i sat at the same table wif munir, khai and danial. farah and amira came later. bila aku tgh mark my eng, munir alih-alih bring up the topic abt muneera and sumita....

• he told me that sumita and muneera really hate me and they mean it.


• they wanted to destoyed me. they said im always changing guys. (since when??!!! i only have one ex.. and abg man is consider the second.. i dun jual murah okay..)


• they called me a backstabber coz im always changing frens. (so wat if i had many frens.. nth wrong rite? i cannot always stick wif them. i dun backstab them.. I nvr ever tok bad abt them to my other frens..NVR! And they..they nvr ajak me goin out wif them or grp study, yet i didnt even complaint. Now, when i grp study wif yana, fatt and other guys...they said im a betrayed them. WHAT THE HECK? They said im not like them who are wild. U know, i nvr ever planned to go to pub like u two do! I nvr wear mini skirts, tight clothing, sleeveless shirt like u do. Had i ever complaint abt ur dressing? NVR. I accept sumita and muneera as wat they are.. two notorious bitchy gerls but what have i've done wrong that they hated me so much????!!)


• they wanted me to challenge me academically. they wanted to win over me. (No wonder sumita kept asking me for my marks whenever i receive any of my results...i thought she was juz curious. But i wrong... She and muneera dah sepakat nk get rid of me. HOW CRUEL..! Did i ever showed off my results to u? NO rite.. Did i ever look down at both of u? NEVER!!.. so y u two wanted to destroy me?)


• Muneera told her bf,&nb sp;Munir that Abg Man is so damn ugly. (SO? Is he urs? Anyway, lo ok at ur own bf.... he's not loyal, he doesnt like u, he hate ur attitude, u dun even love him, u dun care abt him, ur not loyal to him too, ur bf is lacking of teeth *sorry munir...juz a comparison* and btw, do u know that ur bf likes another gerl... I know who she is..it's a pity that u dun really know abt him at all. I dun look at guy's looks, i look at their heart. and ur bf has none of it. Frankly, i support munir than muneera.. coz she deserve a tight slapped on her face!)  

Munir : kau tk malu ke bila kwn kau sendiri berperangai camtu?

Aku:  It's up to them.. i dun control them. i aldy tegur but they dun want to listen..so wat more can i do..

Khai : Kau tk rasa cam nk sepak muka dorang ke? atau tumbuk ke..

Aku: Haha! Giler. Aku bkn camtu lah.. Biar lah dorang. Ni semua fitnah.. Tk payah aku balas dlm duniawi.. tk guna. Dorang akan dpt di akhirat..

Danial: Alah..just ignore them and find new friends.. si Dayana ada..Fattasha ada..

Aku: It's okay

Khai: Hais..

Aku: It's okay lah.. tu je ke? Haha! Aku ngat ada lagi..

Munir : *PEPOK-PEPOK-PEPOK JE...*

Aku ckp "it's okay" je and ketawa abt it. Sebenarnya, fikiran aku runsing. Sampai hati mereka buat camtu. Tak pernah aku HATE them. Tak terlintas langsung nk BACKSTABBED them. Dan apa yg mereka katakan tu..it's NOT EVEN ME!

like wat Aisyah said... " Fitnah itu baik kerana ia menangkat darjat kita di sisi Allah"

Mmg benar tapi sukar juga nk terima fitnah ni.. Sampai Siti Nurhaliza pun teresak-esak bila dilanda fitnah and tohma. Apatah lagi orang yg kuat iman nya? Ustaz pun terbabit. Walau bagaimana pahit pun.. kita terpaksa menelannya. Manusia... cam cam benda dia boleh lakukan tidak kepuasan hatinya..

Guess i've been a fooled for 4 years...

I told my dear abt this. Aku permisi dulu untuk jumpa dia. Almost every of my classmates knows abt him and me..so i cant hide it anymore. I met him at Tamp Interchange. I've realized one minor thing.. Im growing taller..competing his height. hehe...

I told him the 'news' i received abt my frens as we walked to his flat. He gimme confidence and advice.. Hmmx..gotta say, sweet..! As we were walking, one small malay mat told him to tendang the soccer ball to him. Fuhyoo! Tendang kurang main kuat sampai masuk gelangan. Then all of the mat's frens ajak him main sama -Wah..caya lah! Abg! Nk main bola sama tk?Haha..kids!  

He sent me to the bus-stop before he went home. It was nice to have someone to talk to as i had no one to turn to. They are not betrayel.  Reached home at around 7.30pm.. Tired sey.

I bought majalah "Manja" at the interchange juz now. I rarely buy magazine. However this time, i decided to buy it coz there's a cover on ARI WIBOWO!-an indo-german charming actor. Hehe..although he's aldy married and 34yo, he still got the looks. Pasal dia, aku rela bayar $2.50. khakhakahkaha!

I watched 'IKHLAS' juz now.. got also one handsome Indo-actor....look like mat salleh. hehe... At least the indos guys are not like mats in singapore.. haha! Tk baik sey aku..

okies..nitey nitey.. wanna slp..

As u all know, im a anti-minah and mats. Esp mats who go to pub, piercing and have stewpid tatoos to spolit their skin. I remembered that time, one mly private candidate mat who retake his n level have tatoos on his arms. Guess wat 'artistic' tatoo izzit? The famous Japan cartoon character.. POKEMON!! Khakahakah! Though it was small but it’s so visible to our naked eyes. Im not pretty sure if it's the real or fake one (you know..sticker tattoo, u get it free when u buy snacks..hehe). However, the big visible black tatoos on his other parts of his body is so obviously real... TULEN!! JGN MAIN-MAIN DOK! =p. I  find these mats stewpid lah… kalau dah insaf pun tk guna….coz bekas bekas nyer maceh ader... dol tul!

Even im a anti-minah and mats, I still mixed wif the typical ones..not the roudy or rough type lahz. As days passed by, I becoming to know more abt 'X' (confidential). Ermx...can say she's a minah but she's the gd one now… When it cums to studies, she very serious *esp:maths*. When it cums to relationship stuff, she used it for a while. Im not disgusted by her coz she's willing to change.. Alhamdullilah. She talked to me abt her past..yeah..typical minah daily lives. Dump 10 guys in within 4years...kissing..excessive hugging..goin to pubs..bla bla bla. However, she doesnt smoke and dia maseh suci... Alhamdullilah.

She said, "it's hard to find guys who doesnt smoke and still a virgin". Yeah.. it's true..tk leh dinafikan.. maklumlah, zaman remaja skrg, ish..ish.. Tapi ada segelintir bilangan remaja yg maseh maju and maju!!! Moreover i got to know that some of the ppl i've known has lost their virginity... FUHYOO! hamper..hamper..

I  know sum of the readers knows who's my bf. hmmx...is he a mat or not? can say yeah if u got to know more abt him....As u all know, im a 'strict' person...ahacks..cam yeye je. So, if he goes beyond my limit...naas jadinyer!-->this my warning to him. Can sey im a 'leceh' kinda of gf.. RULEZ, RULEZ and more RULEZ, WARNING, THREATENING and SARCASTIC if I dun like smth abt him.. hehe..wat to do, im liddat. but remember: im not possessive. =D. And i always come late.. =P

"Im the unluckiest guy to have a gf like you.." haha..can't deny, i agree wif him. Watever it is, he's gonna stick to me... *winkz* hmmx..i bet sum of the readers are wondering if my plan is still goin on or not.. Haha! Sedang menunggu ni... susah nk cari bukti yg kukuh. So, as for now i go as for normal..

Aku baru habis buat my sis's proj. khekhekhehke...bertuah tau dpt adek cam aku.. *chey!kembangkan diri je*. Actually, aku kena tlg buat her proj sbj penganti kek kak aku bagi semlm. hehe...Kerna makanan itu lah, aku sanggup buat ape-ape saje.. No wonder, i gained more calories everyday..

Semlm, aku kluar ngan my dearie.. (aww..how sweet *yeah rite*) haha..after 2 wks tk jumpa, akhirnya bersemuka lagi. Mmg tul ckp org tua, "jauh pada pandangan, dekat di hati" haha.. *menjiwang plak aku ni..* im goin out wif him pun ade sebab...nk suruh dia tunjuk ajar dnt-electronics aku.. complicated tul! naik berang aku di buatnya. Alah..apa lagi abg man buat..trying to cool me down.. gimme confidence. :wink:

Lepas tu, gi grp study wif yana and fatt along wif her 2 pri skl cousin at limbang mac. Blajar for 4 hrs. Fatt terpikat kat the counter guy.. fee weet..! "alermak! abislah aku!" bangging my plam to my forehead. Nk tau kenapa? Aku tertinggal discman akak aku kat abg man.. Aisyeh..mati lah aku. By the time I smsed him, dia dah kat bus going to his werkplace. too late... By 4.30pm, kiter chow dari mac.

When we were waiting at the bus-stop, we saw this two mats riding a bike. Stylo-mylo dorang kayuh. Penumpang kat depan, rider kat belakang.. ahacks! Lucu dibuatnyer..

I prayed very hard that my sis wont asked abt her discman when i reached home.. Malang nasib aku, ia tidak dikabulkan. hehe... Apa lagi? Dah start bingit lah dia.. She wants it by tmr.. So, i got no choice but cancel my group study wif yana and fatt and meet abg again.. Aiyohz! Lecehnyer...Pasal aku tk dtg je..yana dan fatt cancel the grp study. Pandai jugak dorang buat aku rasa gulity eh..

Guess what? My dada..hehe..my dad brought a new-printer! This time, the printer lagi  bagus dari the old one.. sebab the old one kena tutup telinga bila nk print *it makes noise pollution* Ni baru ni plak.. shake the com table.. haha! Tapi hasil print out nyer bagus..

Finally! I pass my eng paper 2 mock exams!!! Haha! Jarang sey aku lulus dlm kertas dua.. Alhamdullilah. :D.  And.... i got full marks for Bio MCQ!!! That's what i was expected. When tcher check the answers wif the class, I said to myself, "plz..plz..full marks..plz" When i ticked the last question, happy giler sey aku!! KHAKAHKAHKAHKA!  But my aim for the whole paper was 45/50 and i got 3marks lesser... sob sob. *too much high hope i guess..* Nvm lahz.. still A1! :D

6 more days to N levels!!! I got mixed feelings: Happy coz i can't wait to do the papers and get over it. At the same time, kinda scared: What if i didnt do that well?

Aim: Pass eng, A1 for dnt, malay and science. A2 for humanities. At least B3 for Maths. Hehe.... doakan je lah.. Chow! :smile:

i've juz watched a malay movie staring Era Fazira & Yusry in "sepanjang hujung hayat".. ok lah jln ceritanya...recommanded by Fadzli. Hehe..masa tu, dia recommend aku tgk cerita "cinta kuliah" sebab katanya, cerita tu paling sedih. Tapi, bila aku dgn mak aku tgk, haha...tk sedih pun, kelakar ader lah! Jln ceritanya tk bernas sgt. Kali ni pulak, dia nk prove aku yg cerita ni lebih menyedihkan.... so i watched it wif my mom again. Ok je lah..tak setitis air mata jernih pun berliangan..hehekz. Ceritanya ader pelajaran: 1. Jgn lupa jasa orang tua kita 2. Jgn menipu, nanti tau lah padahnya 3. Saling menyayangi..fee weet! Ahacks!

Fadzli ajak aku gi tgk wayang sama Dayana, Khairul, and i think Firdaus kalau tk salah..tapi malang nyer aku tk leh gi.. sebab aku muflis! hehe.. Kalau dia blanja tu, tak pe lah.. Dorang nk tgk cerita action..smth abt fighting..aku dah lupa ape title nyer... *signs of ageing*

Suppose to have grp study wif Dayana and Fattasha today tapi aku sakit perut lepas mkn nasi ayam aku bekal during recess. Muneera bwk ayam goreng dgn nasi goreng tukang gajinya masak. Biasalah..kitaorg ni buget sgt.. Aku tau bdk masa kini malu nk bwk bekal gi skl..cam dulu-dulu katakan. Tapi pada aku dah jadi perkara lumrah.. Tiap-tiap pagi mesti mkn biskut kat kelas sebelum lesson start. hehe.. mkn je aku ni..patutlah berat badan bertambah.. :D Hmmx..kalau kat poly aku bwk bekal....mcm mana eh?

Sumita dan Muneera will be watching GARFILED today kat Gloden Villange, JP. Dorang tk perlu "cekau" se-sen pun coz sumita nya kwn belanja. WAH..tul nyer bertuah.. abeh aku dorang tinggalkan.. sob sob. Anyway, aku dah tgk pe..asal plak aku nk extra? haha.. tak tau malu plak aku ni.. Hope they have fun..

Ntah kenapa ada "gossip" disebarkan yg Sumita dan Muneera considered..'wanna-be minah'. Aku betul-betul terperanjat bila Cheng Jiang, or so-call the 'Monk' (sebab kepala dia botak), panggil dorang wanna-be minah. Aku find it farnie coz Cheng Jiang dah jinak-jinak gunakan bahasa melayu.. haha! But y he called them that? 'Gigi', 'Ulama' dan Haziq also team up wif him..  Haziq ckp, "dorang suka nah kutuk-kutuk minah tapi kau tgk lah sendiri..dorang tu pun minah.." Khai juz noded his head.

Erm..tk leh dinafikan, mmg betul kata dorang. Namun, dorang diff type of 'minah' catergories.. hehe.. Smart but Bitchy. Ntah eh..they really changed a lot.. aku pun sama lah..tapi diff routes.. hehe..

Kesian amira aka rey..OD dia ader org heck..she cannot access it. Thus, all her past memories semuanya hilang.. haha! Time tu, dia sindir aku..ckp blog tk bagus, OD lebih bagus.. ni lah padahnya.. =p. Jgn marah...

Hunaisah, my senior ajak aku gi bbq class-outing nya. Aku rasa cam extra sey.. aku kenal dia pun dari friendster and i know none of her classmates..cuma dari pandangan je lah.. hmmx.. nk gi ke tk nk ar?

Im thinkin of werking @ Delifrance after my n's wif.... saper lagi... abg man lah! but i have to work for 6months. so, i have to juggle wif my o's too.. Tight schedule.. Hmmx..not bad ar.. coz i work on wkdays..3 times per wk..so..tk lembur sgt lah..

a wk to n level... hais..time past so fast.. Chow Ching chow..:D

skool was fun today. "mr.shawn koh" tore my chem file unpurpose. ms. kom told me to ask him to buy for me a new file. so i did..he thought i was serious. "rohani, u want me to buy a new file for u or not?" he ask wif a serious and sympathetic cute look. haha! i was only kidding! man.. he always takes thing so seriously..

today p.e. was great! we played floorball without warming up first. we played against the chinese gurls and our p.e. tcher. well, we won!! 2-0. hehe.. tiring sey...sweating like a pig...luckily i brought my towel and body power so that i dun have a bad body odour. esp, benson and sum other chi guys in my class..... bau tengit! yucks! i dun dare to get close to them.. cant stand it.

in the class, i was laughing wif sumita, dayana and karen. that time, i was a bit 'siow' maklumlah..hyperactive after p.e. hehe.. Btw, priya and 'syurga' were absent from sch today. They are the frequent absentees..i think they are juz plain lazy to cum to sch..coz they gave tcher parents' letter instead of mc.

i had to change place for mly lesson. Use to sit infront but now..im sitting rite at the back of the class..in the middle of Haziq and 'Ulama'. Then, we had to sit in groups to do karangan. Haziq kept berbahas and crapped all the time. He ar..looks so mature tapi perangai maseh mentah. I cant concentrate in doin my compo. Told him to shut up but he said 'wait'. Haha! Ulama also got fed-up of him. But he was quite farnie though..

After sch, me, fatt, dahlia and dayana planned to have a grp study. Fatt is really brainy in Maths..we always asked her for help. Then, Fazrin came to the learning centre. His gf and her friends were there too..coincidently. Told fazrin to sit and study wif us but he refused... biasalah..gf ader kat sana, nanti cemburu. So, he sat at one dark corner of the learning centre and study all by himself. ish..ish.. ciannyer bdk tu. hehe..

Lepas gf dier ngan kwnnyer kluar je, dier dodok ngan kiter. Aiyohz! Malu-malu kucing konon. Study at Learning centre was more comfortable. If at home, surely i fall asleep one or got the temptation to play the com. Haha! By 4pm, we chow!

Sumita and I were shocked when one of our classmates said that she had 10ex and she's juz 16. Moreover, she was the one who likes to dump guys. But now, she's single coz she wanna concentrate on her N's. She not a minah nor a bitch, she juz plain cute gurl wif a hardworkin attitude. Tapi...10ex? very shocking!!!

it seems that almost everyone in my class knows i had a stead, aman. Ni mesti mulut besar ni Fazrin! i brought the neoprint of me and him, showing most of my malay frens..including Faz the foto. Fatt and Dayana commented that he is handsome, not a bad choice. Huh? Really ar? For me, he is juz a typical malay guy but not a mat.

Faz karut sey.. dier tanyer the 'tall guy'..."eh! kau nk mkn delifrance kat holland village tak? Ade mat-mat hansem tau.." haha! sengaje dier tanyer soalan tu kuat-kuat when i was juz infront of them. Aiyohz!

okies! very tired.. wanna take a nap now... chow ching chow! :D

i tell myself to study english but i got the urge to study history.. hehe! ntah kenape tk minat langsung dlm bahasa pertama ni.. malas.. tapi impt plak tu.. ish.. bahaya ni..

haha! sumita and muneera actually planned not to cum to skl ystd. they went to the same polyclinic and c the same doctor for the same mc. wah!! tk sakit pun dpt mc sey.. hmmx..proly these pretty gurls seduced the doctor.. lolx! kidding!

after that, they went to ochard, far-east plaza to take neoprint. they look really very gorgeous..but the way they pose and dressed totally minah lah. then, they meet a mun's sis and her friends. guess they have fun ystd.. leaving me alone to study in sch... hehe! semangat!

during mt lesson, i and hazrag kena stand-up coz we talked while teacher is teaching. haha.. nakal jugak aku ni eh. i find my malay tcher, mdm noor very very pretty. she also kuat agama, studying arabic language. she so fair, berseri and got a clear skin. i kept staring at her when she's teaching us...bercahaya! although she's aldy married and juz had a baby gurl. i wonder how she can maintain her weight after giving birth. if me, i will be eating like a pig and dun bother abt how many pounds i've gained. hehe..

i love my class and my tchers!! gonna missed them next year.. now, i know y everyone likes mrs tan, our english tcher the most. she's more opened to us and she always tell us stories.. cool! almost every student in the class will be attentive except for sum popular sleepheads lah. if next year, sum of my class jokers did not promote, i dun think i can have a lively life.. haha. like fazrin, fadzli, wee liat.. Hope they get to sec 5..

Wee liat and cheng long are really workin hard. they used to be "heck-care" ppl.. but now, they change drastically. i think they had realized the impt of their future.. All the best for them! and to others too..

kesian aku tgk mrs ong, my hist tcher.. the cutest tcher i ever met! jatuh sakit tapi maseh dtg skl utk teach us.. And i, bebankan dier lagi coz i kept asking questions after questions on hist.. dia pun mengurut dahi nyer.. guess i am irritating student.. hehe!

okies! goin to study hist now.. bubbyez!!

i was horribly shocked that i will be receiving most Value Improved Pupil (VIP) awards for biology. i dun think i improve that much... hehe! jus my luck i guess. Biology..the subject i hate the most but i forced myself to study. Wish bio could exchanged wif physics coz bio means nth to me! I lazy to take VIP awards..ade rehersal esok. Buat ape sey? Ambek prize, lepas tu belah lah.. ni plak kena ader practice. Aiyohz! Lecehnyer.. Sick and tired of getting it. anyone wants to replace me??

Helmi fell off the chair when he tries to get close to me. haha! rabak sey.. Mr.Irfan stares at him with his evil eyes. Tu pun dier nk marah. I didnt know that Helmi was in the Singapore Criket team.. WAH!! besh nyer.. Dia mmg handal dlm althelatics...susah nk kalahkan dia.

Get irritated wif Fazrin for keep callin me 'Abg Man'. Argh! Bila aku panggil dia, his gf name baru dia diam.. haha..!

I talked to Mr.Irfan and Ms.Lee abt my studies... yeah.. my eng is the weakest. Ms.Lee is a great tcher when u get to know her betta. Everyone thinks she's boring and bias..bla bla blah..all the negative things abt her. But i dun c that in her. She care abt her students. She gimme advice how to study English.. well, all i did was complaint. Haha! Mr. Irfan muka dah masam bila aku ckp aku malas nk read newspaper and i only read malay novels. I didnt know that Ms.Lee hated Maths although she is a Maths tcher... She said, "we need to force ourselves in order to be successful". U go gurl! Looks like i have to start reading newspaper and force myself to practice the boring Eng 10TYS....everyday.. haha..terpaksa..

I dun need to worry that much abt my DnT..hehe. i only need to get 68% in my theory to get A1 for the overall...i think i can get higher than it. Lolx! Confident sgt sey aku.. It's farnie when tcher said i juz need to get 1% in order to juz pass my DnT. haha..

13 more days to N level...still counting down...

yawn..ngantoknyer aku. semlm ader jemputan kat Masjid Al-Amin. Sebelum tu, aku nk ceritakan ttg ape yg berlaku.

Semlm kat umah, tk de ape-ape nk uat except aku dgn akak aku study hist. Akak aku nyer hist prelim today. Entah mcm mana perasaan dia bila dah selesai sebab dia study cam org gila..last min work katakan. Anyway, i wish her all the best... hehe. Untuk maklumat semua, kalau korang telipon umah aku, jgn salah anggap yg kau telipon umah org cina atau salah nombor tau, coz aku ni kan nk buat lawak.. kalau aku angkat telipon aku beri salam "wei.." dlm bahasa cina. ahackz. main-main je.

Aku ngat kwn akak aku atau kwn aku yg telipon semlm. Jadi aku ckp "wei" lah.. Alangkah terperanjatnya bila Ustaz Rashid yg telipon beri salam, 'Assalamualaikum wr wb". Haha! Aku ketawa terbahak-bahak lalu jwp balik salam dia. Kakak aku yg dgr pun, seloroh. Alamak..malunya aku. Nanti Ustaz ingat aku kurang sopan dan tk tau beri salam dgn cara sempurna. Hehe..

Ustaz pelawa aku dgn akak ketiga aku ke jemputan kat masjid. Aku asal main ckp okay je..padahal, akak aku esok ada exam..belum habis belajar. Aku pun asal ckp yg aku tahu lokasi Masjid Al-Amin. Sebenarnya, aku tk pernah singgah ke sana. Act-act tau je. Kita hanya ada sejam sahaja untuk ke sana. Mmg kesuntukkan masa. Lagipun, aku belum mandi walaupun dah pukul 5.30pm. Haha! Aku cepat-cepat mandi dan siap. Kakak aku tergesa-gesa tanya kwn dia kat telipon mcm mana nk pergi masjid tu. Akhirnya, Aisyah suruh kita naik bus nombor 190.

By 6pm, kita dah siap. Tapi, bus 300 dtg lambat sgt. 15min kemudian baru tiba. Kita mesti bertemu dgn keluarga ustaz pukul 6.15pm. Sampai sahaja ke cck interchange, kita brisk-walking ke peta dan maklumat bus to clear our doubts. Mmg kelakar jugak kita..pakai juba formal lawah-lawah..tapi jln semcm. Haha! Terpaksa katakan.. Sambil tgk peta tu, kita terlepas bus 190. Selenger kan.. khakhakhakah! Bodoh tul kita org. Patut satu tgk kat peta, satu menunggu bus. Semakin lambat jadinya..

So, kita cadang kerendai LRT ke Pending. Phew! Nasib, kita dpt juga carik masjid tu. Tapi, tk nmpk pun batang hidung ustaz sekeluarga. Mungkin mereka dah 'fed-up' dgn kita kot. Malang tk menyebelahi kita, dpt juga kita bersua dgn sekeluarganya. Anak bongsu ustaz, cute nyer..so hyperactive dan cheerful. Putih melepak pulak tu. Umur dia 3 tahun..nama dia aku dah lupa. hehe.. maklumlah, short-memory.

Aku dgn anak perempuan ustaz masuk ke masjid untuk solat jemaah Maghrib. Aku hampir-hampir termasuk ke tandas lelaki untuk ambil wuduk. Hehe.. aku ni kan rabun, time tu aku tk pakai cerminmata. Aisyeh.. sungguh memalukan. Nasib bdk tu tk ikut aku. khakhakhakaha! Sebelah lift, baru tandas yg betul, tandas wanita. Lepas ambil wuduk dan solat, kita kluar masjid and meet them again. Sementara menunggu ustaz dan anak lelakinya, kakak aku semangat bwk hist notes dia dan blajar sampai otak nk bocor. Aku pulak, kental sgt practice maths paper. Lepas tu, kita pergi ke nombor tmpt meja makanan kita.

Time tu, ishyak dah berkumandang. Lepas aku dgn anak perempuannya solat ishyak, kita pergi tmpt meja tu lagi. Habis kacang bdk-bdk dah bedal. haha! Kita dpt cendarahati minyak wangi. Skrg aku tgh pakai lah...harum baunya. By 8.45pm, acara dah bermula. Keluarga Encik Zainudin pun hadir bersama keluarganya. Isterinya cantik dan ayu..berseri wajahnya dan pakaiannya yg manis dipandang mata. Fuhyoo! haha..

Anak bongsu Encik Zainudin pun comel..tapi lebih hansem. wahahhaha! Baru 3 tahun..namanya Haziq. Pengacara untuk upacara itu ialah Hussein Saban dan Yusof, pelawak tanah air. No big deal lah dorang. Kalau Suhaimi Yusof yg mengacara, pasti semua tetamu termasuk aku akan tertawa tk henti. Makanan pun disediakan oleh waitress berbangsa cina. Kurang main enak dan selera! Aku dgn kakak aku bedal dgn sesedap hati. Lagipun, ustaz dan encik zainudin yg suruh kita bedal dulu. Hehe..! Aku ni ada bad table-eating manners. Makanan terjatuh kat lantai dan meja habis dikotori cili sos. Hehe..

Encik Yacoob Ibrahim pun hadir. Firstly, ada persembahan dikir barat, 'akar dikir'...lepas tu, ada tarian dari bdk kecil. Dan tk lain, tk bukan Raihan pun dijemput.. mereka menyampaikan 2 lagu nasyid..satu drpdnya, lagu cina. Argh! Wish i took my digicam along with me. Malangnya, akak pertama aku ambil. Kemudian, penyampaikan hadiah dan persembahan dari satu kumpulan nasyid ni. Ada ke..bila nyanyi tgk lirik? Hmm..patutlah tk terkenal sgt..

Yg best part of the acara ialah sambutan bertuah (lucky draw). Semua tetamu participate in the lucky draw. Nasib menyelebahi kita..meja kita menang dan hadiahnya botol air. Inilah, hadiah aku idam-idamkan. Maklumlah, aku dgn kakak aku manalah mampu untuk beli botol air yg berharga lebih dari $11 kalau tk salah. Gembira benar kita!

Anak lelaki ustaz memenangi alat pembakar roti. Wah..mmg dah nasib dia. Hehe.. Yg lucu nya, adek 3yo dia asal main ikot abg dia. lolx! so cute! Lepas sudah tamat lucky draw, aku dgn kakak aku bersama keluarga Cik Zainuddin pulang rumah. Mmg dah larut mlm.. pukul 11pm kami bersurai dari situ.

Balik je, kakak aku belajar hist nya sampai pagi esok. Entah kalau otak dia jam ke tk bila buat prelim nya. Kalau aku, tk mampu. Cuma untuk dnt proj aku je.. hehe..

Guess what? I got 82.5% for my dnt n level proj. Tapi, ni hanya school marking, belum lagi national marking. Harap-harap impian aku nk dpt A1 untuk dnt akan terkapai. Insyallah. Aku gembira untuk Helmi yg sering merendahkan dirinya. Dia selalu ckp yg dia akan gagal dlm dnt sebab sudah berturut-turut dia dpt red marks. Tapi, kali ini, lain cerita.... dia dpt A2. POWER!!

Aku harap theory dia akan pull his marks up. Yg aku tk suka bila dia dan Haziq ckp, "dah lah..tk yah blajar..kau ni kan terlalu pandai..biasalah, bdk A1" sarcastically. Aiyohz! Apa sey salah aku sampai mereka ckp camtu. Dorang ngat ada org tlg aku. Mmg benar kata dorang, aman pernah tlg aku. Tapi untuk sementara sahaja..biasalah masa tu kita ada berpisahan. So, i have to depend on myself lah. Namun, mereka pun kelakar juga sebab cara dorang berbual cam makcik.. haha! Tk seteruk spt kwn aku, bila dorang kutuk..waduh..waduh..sakitnya hati.

Aku rasa serba salah sebab raut wajahnya sukar ditafsirkan. Aku teka korang mesti tahu siapa org tu. Aku tk patut tuduh dia membabi buta ttg perhubungan dia ngan wanita lain. Ni lah..padahnya. Asal buat tafsirkan tanpa disediliki. Wanita tu rupanya kepunyaan lelaki lain. Aku dah minta maaf dari ssrg tu. Skrg, masalah sudah beres. Aku tk tau jika aku mahu menjalankan 'drama' aku atau tidak. Fikiranku tgh berbelah dua ni.. Dah lama seminggu aku tk bertemu dgn dia..

Watever it is...i juz go on wif my life.. hehe! So, stay tune...! :D

aku baru sahaja balik dari kelas ugama. aku ngan akak aku dtg lewat ke kelas tauhid. suppose to start at 2.30pm but we reached there at 3.20pm. phew! nasib Ustaz Rashid tk tanya kenapa kita lambat coz we've been thinking all kinds of stupid excuses. hehe...

kelas tauhid selalu gerek nyer. kelakar dan senang nk resapkan ilmu itu dlm otak ni. kalau kat Pertapis, Ustaz Salleh ajar pun seloroh tapi sukar nk faham dan selalunyer masuk telinga kanan keluar telinga kiri. hahakz!

lepas solat asar, pukul 5.00pm ader kelas Nahu. Hanya segelintir org je dtg. selalunya, kelas tu dibanjiri ramai murid. Waktu maghrib, kelas ended. Pada aku, bila belajar ugama, masa berlalu bergitu pantas. Tapi, kalau belajar di government sch, aku tk boleh sabar for the lesson to end.

dulu-dulu aku binggung belajar bahasa Nahu. Sekarang, tk sgt. Today, kita belajar ttg "pembuat". "yg sdg" dan "kena buat". Keliru jugak..

Waktu maghrib je, kelas ended. Dah solat, kita balik. Ada satu makcik ni ngat aku ngan akak aku kembar. hehe..maklumlah, our age diff is only a year.

Tadi pagi, aku teman mak aku gi pasar Bt.Gombak. Aku tertarik dgn satu set pakaian ni...lawah..yg aku idam-idamkan. Malangnyer, mak aku tk de duit. Tk pe lah, yg kali je.

My third sis ni selenger nah. She write kat "doddle board" aku. Rabun lah dia tu..tk nmpk 'not for reader's use". Haha! Tapi lucu jugak apa yg dia letak.

I think my first sis dah tahu blog aku ni. Mcm mana pun aku tk pasti. coz aku selalu dgr lagu 'merindu kepastian' bila dier tgh kai laptopnyer. Dah nmpk sah dia melunsuri blog aku sebab dia jarang dgr lagu jiwang cam aku. hehe..

Tadi kat mrt, aku nmpk satu perempuan bertudung, pakai juba. Tinggi nyer dia mcm model. Anggun and manis pandangan mata. hehe.. tapi aku bkn les tau... nanti readers' salah anggap plak. Pada aku, perempuan yg cantik ialah org yg tutup aurat dan hatinya bersih.. spt kwn akak aku, Nuraishah. Cam ada cahaya bila dipandang. Sama dgn 'ulamak' khairul. Bersih wajahnya. hehe...aku ni puji puji org plak. Kalau yg lain tersinggung, maaf ye.

Okies! Tu saja aku nk sampaikan. Aku tahu the way aku berbahasa hari ni cam ada tk kena kan? hehe.. sengaja saja.

:)

haiz...very tired sey. go shopping wif ma third sis. we wore so formal...i wore juba while my sis wore baju kurung. hehe.. firstly, we went to west mall..eat ice cream= banana spilt and chocolate ntah ape lah. sedap nyer..first time we eat ice cream kat sana. the bill: $15.95. so expensive. service charge+gst= $2..day light robbery.

when we went out of west mall. ader pasar mlm kecik ni jual beg. stylish and lawah although cheap-skate lah. hehe.. i got tempted to buy the sling beg.. in the end, beli jugak. yg aku takut ni..mak aku akan marah sebab aku asyik beli beg jek...aru last 2 wk aku beli. hehe...

then, naik mrt gi paya lebar. teman my sis gi solat kat  masjid wak tanjung. sunyi nyer kat dlm. tk der org pun kat tmpt solat wanita. lepas tu, gi tanjong katong complex. another temptation loomed over me...nk beli long skirt ni..cantik. tapi malangnyer, aku tk der duit...sob sob. thenz, beli juba tuk my sis kat first lady. lepas tu, gi joo chiat complex, buy selendang.

while walking to the mrt station, nmpk dua kucing ni. biler aku mew..satu kucing ni pandang aku semcm sey.. haha.. cute jugak. thenz, the other one, aku mew kat dier, dier tk pandang tapi bila aku ckp "oi! pekak" haha.. sekali tgk kat aku.. hehe.. jahat sey aku.

penat sgt..tertido lenyap membuai mimpi indah kat mrt.. hehe..

we went to popular to buy marker..my sis saw 'flying dutchman'. dier tinggal daerah cck..dah byk kali aku nmpk dier wif his famili...so no big deal lahz..

balik umah je kebuluran...maklumlah, mkn ice cream je tadi..cam aner nk survive?

aman smsed me ystd: "hani..i love you..can call me now? i need u"

me: "tk leh lah. my sis tgh kai fone. nape?"

aman: "hais..im in the bad mood. i dun have enough money to pay for my line, $57 and many other things. im sorry that i hurt u 3 times in a wk. im the worst bf in the universe"

me: "c..tu lah. saper suruh abg asyik naik taxi je. ni lah padahnyer. kalau tk duit taxi fare leh pakai utk emergency cases cam ni. lagipun, bkn nyer teruk sgt...byr ansur-ansuran kan leh. kiter maseh leh contact using ur house fone pe. jgn pinjam duit dari org lain..nanti lagi membebankan"

lepas tu..terus tk sms balik. dah guarantee dier marah. maklumlah..my last line...it means, i dun want to help him dan aku tk leh diharap. hehekz! hapi giler sey aku...padan muka dier. he think i gonna help him..dream on lah!

sch today was okay. bio mock exam was chicken feet! haha.. i aim to get a minimum of 45/50. hehekz.. and i hope i get fulll marks for MCQ. too confident sey me. sekali tk dpt, buat malu je..khekhekhekhe. i have to thank azlyn for askin sumita - "muz do 2 question onli rite?" 2 mins before the examination ends. coz aku buat semua questions kat section B. then, got this one question abt mensturation which i not so sure abt my ans..asal gasak buta je. khakahkaha! aku sendiri experience pon tk tau sey. then, i quickly cancel all my ans when azlyn asked that ques to sumita. phew!!!! selenger sey aku.. tk read instruction. last mid year bio pun i did the same thing. section b suppose to do on the question paper itself tapi aku tulis kat foolscap. then, in the end..got a big fat zero for the section. aiyohz! next time i should be careful...blurz..

okie dokie! that's all..byez

wah..coincidence sey..skinhead sms me..askin me out to grp study wif him tmr. haha.. tak disangka. tapi, malangnyer aku nk kena teman akak aku gi mkn ice cream kat swesen then go to geylang beli selendang. skinhead will be shifting house next wk. skrg, aku ngan dier nyer umah tk jauh sgt.. i think cross a few roads, dah sampai pun. ntah eh nk tlg dier ke tk nk..coz that time he asked me if i wanna help but i said i was bz. so, i try to make it out on sunday..the day i suppose to go out wif aman. haha. heck i care. beri alasan kpd aman sudah. =p. but skinhead not so sure...

ahacks! u c how evil i can get..but im not a bitch. a big no no. because of aman, i got ilham to write a novel.. tajuk: balas dendam. tapi kan..common lah. saper saper ader cadangan tuk tajuk novel yg bakal aku tuliskan?

tok to aman on the fone. he sound moody. haha.. like i care. force myself to sound cheerful. the swesen voucher i got as a present for top in malay, suppose to use it this sunday wif aman. tapi aku sengaja change my mind. sayin i wanna eat wif my "beloved" sis. hehe.. then he reply, "hais...okay..it's ur voucher, not mine". dah guarantee dier feel hurt. haha! im so happy!!

i tell u wat's my plan:

1. berdrama sbj gf dier although i dun love him anymore

2. test him..how much he can lie..

3. make him feel hurt

4. make frenly relations wif suraidah

5. find out who's the 'pool' gerl and try to talk to her nicely abt wat had happen

6. reveal it all to him one fine day..muahahhahaa!

kena lah sabar kan diri. menghadapi cabaran ni. it's not that i really want to destroy his life totally. nk beri tamparan sedaran and i dun want other gerls to be the next victim. kesian dorang.. dah cukup setakat ni..

okies..that's all...

i nearly forgot abt hamdan aka zhaney. so long nvr talk to him..like a month or so. he knows aman too..thru chat. well, me..the big mouth..told him everything abt him. ahacks! gossip gerl..!

and skinhead...i think he will be shifting house soon..proly nxt month. wonder how he look like now? coz i told him he look betta if he shave his hair. haha..coz rambut dier cam pantat ayam if he keep his hair long. he's the mat i would say but religious in sum way and he had the upmost respect for gerls. he does action or show-off alot. but it was okay to me. when he told me abt his gangsterism technic (skrg dah insaf..alhamdullilah), i bet he's lying.. but he's lie wasnt was bad as aman. he got a great attitude..which is childishness...haha.

while zombie...ahacks! i cant stopped laughing when i think abt him. he got this unique attitude which is so adorable. a very religious guy..the future ustaz but into hip hop trend. haha.. weird. long time also nvr c him... senjak feb tk salah. tapi masih contact ar.. and i treat him as my lil bro.. u rock!

amira aka rey. she's the only person im open wif. i trusted her. she's the best. we joke. we laugh. we gossip. we cried. she's my lil sis. no one knows my true colour and secrets expect her...shh... hehe.. i love u rey! (bkn les tau) all the best wif kenny ya.. *winks*

hamzah aka braino.. yeah. the smartest and hardworking boy. a person who likes to keep things himself. the only guy fren who i can rely on..=P and tmpt mengadu. he secretly peep on my blog without me knowin it. haha.. i juz met him once wif amira. tat day was tiring yet farnie...coz we leave 'dol' as by himslef. dude, good luck for ur o's and ur relationship yahz!

kak farah wahidah. nice name. hehe. by her looks, she's sweet and quiet gerl..very angelic. i nvr regret knowing her. ur the best! :D thanks for everything.. Wonder when i get to c u face to face.. hmmx..

*names had been changed*

panda*... my best friend for 3 1/2 year along wif bulan* ppl mite say that she's arrogant, rude and action. but u dunno the brightest side of her when u get to know her. she's helpful, kind and always be there when u need her. she's very talkative and she talks in a fast speed..sumtimes u can't catch wat she was saying. she's very open and honest. have to accept her opinion although it is hard to swallow. i like being wif her sumtimes coz she will ensure that u dun feel bored. brightens up ur mood! thanks for being my fren..

bulan* she's had been my best fren since sec one, the first wk of sch. i tot she's a totally minah action type when i saw her but i was wrong. she's fun to be wif...everything abt her is special. i always get confused by her name. hehe.. but now, no lah. she's the wild type and like to have fun. thanks...

gollum* a gd fren of mine i mite say. fun to talk to. he's irritating but farnie. kinda weird guy and likes to confuse me. however, he always help me in dnt. kalau dier tk der.. abis lah artefact aku. i've known him senjak bangku sekolah lagi.. i think pri 1 or 2. the same mt class. then in sec 3, barulah kiter sekelas. a sociable and frenly guy who nvr fails to annoy u and cheer u up wif his bloody attitude. haha!

fazrin... kau jgn kembang bila nmpk nama kau terbit kat blog aku ni. haha. he's the joker in the class. nvr fails to make the whole class laugh at his farnie attitude. rarely serious. although he likes to disturb ppl, everyone still likes him. i guess he got no enemy. haha. biar ucapkan terima kasih kat aku sebab aku puji-puji kau tau fazrin. =P

i think that's enough... ader ramai lagi. tapi tk kan nk letak semua...nanti pembaca terlelap plak.. hehe..

maaf kalau ader org tersinggung ye.. tk sengaja..

new month in islamic calender.. 15th sept in normal calender... i juz wonder y the year is diff? can someone tell me..?

today, sch was okay. kicap dun wanna go home wif bulan. can c bulan's face was full of disspointment when kicap walked away wifout tellin her. hais..ape lah nk jadi ngan dorang. kicap pentingkan kwn nyer lebih drpd bulan. terlalu lebih..

eat nasi goreng and ayam during recess time in the class. muneera bring bekal. yummy! we suppose to go down to the hall when the recess bell rings. but we didnt. lazy lah..anyway, for wat sey. we waited for the others to cum in the class. then, si mr oh ni, xtra nyer.. dier take down our names including the minahs who were in the class too. sumita can laugh somemore when mr oh was so serious. he asked her, "y u laugh?!" she reply.."coz i got gd sense of humour wat.." sarcastically as the same time laughing like mad. he wanted to c us after skl but he didnt. proly he got short memory..poor thing...ish ish..

mr oh act as if he is the discipline master but he's not. he ar..act so fierce but doesnt make us tremble. however, he can b very farnie sumtimes..

well, i dunno wat im gonna do. stuck, dumbfounded, shocked by the terrible truth. he is still begging me and ppl keep telling me that he's a liar and the gerl who he was wif is too close to be juz a classmate. i suspect aldy although he denies. i juz leave it liddat.... it's goin nowhere..

i juz love mrs ong! she's so cute!! haha..like one to pinch her although she's aldy in the 40's. everyone likes her. the more angry she gets, the more adorable she is.. and the students will laugh at it. she's the only tcher who complaints abt the principle to us and told us to keep quiet abt it... haha! cute nyer..

im waiting for rey to be online.. wanna tok to her. mana kau ar rey?? tiba tiba lesap..hehe..

well, kak farah and ardi..thanx for everything.. dun feel gulity, it's not ur fault... :)

okies..

Too Phat feat Yasin - Alhamdulillah

Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let's avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)


Verse 1
I feel the heat
From these 4 candles burning
As I'm staring out the window
In solitude I look at life
From different angles
Thoughts strangled
My mind is suffocatin'
In this truth quest
A greed law
That we abide by is ruthless
Enough will never satisfy
Until we toothless
Filthy millionaires
Are gamblin' until they muflis
A sad fact of life
But mankind approved this
I gotta call Him
Sajadah is where the booth is
I'll make it clear that
I ain't even tryin' to preach here
By sharing thoughts I hope
To find a little peace here
I thank Allah for blessing me
To be creative
So here's a diss for me
For bein' unappreciative
Wanted a perfect life
Yeah smile then die old
Fame, money, women
Phat cribos and white gold
Drive my own Beemer
Before I hit two six
A straight pink bitin' toothpicks
Who walk around town wit' two chicks
And doin' new hits to woo tricks....
Now that's wrong
Pleasure from partyin'
And bull ish don't last long
A lotta yuppies sneakin'
Cars out when dad's gone
Crackin' bottles in clubs
Frontin' designer fashion
But I ain't about
To trade happiness for a Jag
So stop smilin' with your ragtop down
Cause for a fact
I don't care about your money
Or how slick your car
'Cause no matter how rich and big you are
It's still Allahuakbar...


Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let's avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)


Verse 2
I know that all this
Ain't the right thing
Partying, chasing moneys
And material things
Flying high
Think nobody gonna
Clip my wings
I'm lying to myself
Knowing that
I've been neglecting
Responsibilities
As a healthy Muslim
Riches and loot
Ain't nothing
We frontin'
Diamonds and scrilla
But forget to say
Alhamdulillah
Made my album a killer
Plan B
Now 2-3 droppin'
And I wish to
Ask for forgiveness
Your guidance
Protection and strength
For humbleness and faith
To make me a better man
Success in foreign lands
Never dreamt of that
I remember being 18
When we started Too Phat
Now let's go back
Three years before that
Sometimes I forget
Me and my parents
Took a trip with granddad
I remember '95
While performing Umrah
Made my wish in Mecca
Right in front the Kaabah
Dear God
You made it possible
When facing obstacles
Please let me do good
Before I pass on
In the hospital
And keep reciting
The Testimony of Faith
And find the right way
Out of this life's maze


Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let's avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)


Verse 3
Ay yo'
Two candles go out
That's when
I feel the wind blow
I haven't met Fatim
For two years
Been livin' like I'm single
Evaluatin' all the friendships
Relationship
The reason it's the tenth year
Is 'cause she's a patient chick
And as far as friends are concerned
Many I've had it all
From those who cried for my pain
To those who plotted my fall
I learned to differentiate
Fakes from the great
Mates from the snakes
Apes wanna beef
Hate's all it takes
For me to blow
A diss song for you
Not even worthy
As an album filler
So now it's smiles
And Alhamdulillah
Yeah, love me
Or hate me
This who I am
Look at the past at times
I wish that I was born again
So I can rectify mistakes
And my wrong doings
Attempts on minimizing my sins
Before my story ends
I ain't no Eddie Murphy
Tryin' to sound as a holy man
But if I tried to be a better person
Now I prolly can
(Wait...)
Who am I to advise you
I ain't been the best
Of God's slaves
Just a poet writin'
What my thought says
A little house
A little car
A little sweet girl
Thank you Lord
I'll try to slow it down
On the cheap thrills
This song will prolly stir
A little controversy
At least I ain't be rappin'
Bout the stuff
As tho' I'm born in Jersey
Stage name is Malique
And lost name is Cairel
Mama told me
Stop complaining too much,
So I will...


Chorus
Ult li albi bissaraha (I'm opening up my heart with honesty)
Hayya nab'idil karaha (Let's avoid the hated and hatred)
Syakkireena a' kulli ni'ma (Let's remain thankful with what we have)
Ba' ideena anil fattana (Let's avoid all lies and sins)

comment: great song..rap wif nasyid. mmg serentak irama nyer...